This week's weblog is unopen to other from Pauline Lomas, author of And So We Heal, who musical rhythm out thorax cancer using no orthodox therapies too alone non-invasion alternative therapies. Here she discusses her journeying amongst Black Salve.
In 2004 whilst researching the side yesteryear side ‘holistic’ handling alternative for the cancerous lump inwards my thorax I came across Compound X, unopen to other mention for ‘black salve’, also known every bit Cansema (see http://www.altcancer.com) Since I could non discovery whatever inwards the UK, I ordered unopen to from the USA amongst strict instructions on how to role it, too emphasis on the necessity to accept skillful hurting administration too back upward inwards place. I had read Ingrid Naiman’s wonderful mass SALVES THAT HEAL, too felt prepared plenty to larn ahead. I was inwards Barcelona at the fourth dimension – mid August, too sweltering (see page 156 of my book And So We heal.) Long even brusk – correct alternative – incorrect timing! The thick relieve that I applied to the lump somehow melted inwards the oestrus too the effect was extremely painful. I decided thus to abort the procedure but unfortunately I intend I may accept awoken the sleeping giant. I had been trying to send on every bit normal but the truth is if 1 is going to endeavor this genuinely amazing handling it is of import to accept support.
No regrets – that was 2004 too hither nosotros are 10 years subsequently – I am yet live – minus 1 breast, but yet on this long journeying that has me passionate almost helping to demystify the discussion cancer, too assist herald amend choices inwards the handling of it.
After my ECT handling inwards Malaga, Espana inwards 2005 I was able to larn on amongst life. Sure I had lost most of the thorax too all of my coin too thus some, but I was hoping that this was me done. Cancer Free – uncomplicated every bit that! The truth is after thus many years of stringent living I was anxious to live a little. Abandoning my really strict regime, too rewarding myself amongst occasional treats, helped me to experience similar a normal being; good every bit unopen as…..The employment of committing myself to finishing a long planned mass took it’s toll, too every bit each twelvemonth passed too I missed the Oct ‘Breast cancer month’ deadline I would give inwards to stress.
By the fourth dimension I lastly published the mass inwards 2009, I was exhausted too novel neoplasm increase had invaded the thorax wall. Back to the drawing board thus – My oncologist was bully to position me on Letrozole which I kept turning downward – gut feelings ever said no to that!
In retrospect – knowing what, too who I immediately know, my determination to accept unopen to surgical intervention inwards 2012 was a fear- based decision. In all fairness to my oncologist, who has ever been really supportive inside NHS regulation, she did just every bit I had asked too left my lymph nodes intact.
Apparently the neoplasm had invaded the musculus thus it took a fair field for my injure to heal. There was a brief minute inwards fourth dimension that all was well, or thus I thought. Since I had absolutely refused chemo too radiations I had to discovery farther ways to support my immune organisation amongst the promise of keeping farther increase at bay. The thing is – yesteryear this signal interrogation had advanced too I knew that at that spot were other options available but I had no money….nature was my guide every bit always, too the seemingly never-ending journeying continued…as 1 tin sack encounter amongst the yesteryear blogs…
Then – every bit fate would accept it a few weeks ago, I was introduced to Richard Linton, herbal pharmacist, www.greenwaynaturalpharmacy.com too depression too behold this wonderful mortal has been working amongst the relieve for to a greater extent than than fifteen years. Had I known this 13 years agone when newly diagnosed too amongst 1 lonely lump, I may accept had a run a peril at saving my breast. My journeying would live quite dissimilar every bit it happened.
Under Richard’s supervision I accept embarked on yet unopen to other stage of healing, initiatory of all amongst 1 prominent neoplasm that has been misbehaving. The dark relieve was applied on August 6th and ii weeks subsequently the eschar that formed vicious off. I produce accept fotos which I volition portion at a subsequently date. Yes it was painful, particularly the initiatory of all week, but I had done my interrogation too knew what to facial expression – assort of…
The skillful intelligence is that I never needed hurting killers too managed amongst homeopathic too herbal remedies, too of course of pedagogy my medicinal cannabis crude which is issue 1 on my list. Richard does non seem to live phased yesteryear the employment at mitt every bit nosotros accept quite a complex journeying ahead, every bit nosotros immediately endeavor to depict the other lumpetybumps, every bit I similar to telephone band them through the opening left yesteryear the eschar…..I know, I know…….not tardily to follow every bit I am hesitating really showing fotos at this signal thus acquit amongst me. The drawing relieve helps amongst this too is much gentler.
With the basis inwards apparent turmoil everywhere I look, I am choosing to encounter it every bit a reflection of what’s happening inwards my ain body. Yes – my thorax is undergoing radical transformation – but thus every bit good the residuum of me. The aches too pains of a few months agone accept gone too I am fitter inwards many ways than I was inwards my youth because of the natural nutrient too holistic ‘medicines’ I lead to travel with. With todays emphasis on many of the failures of our wellness organisation for certain it is alone a affair of fourth dimension earlier everything is privatised; thus best larn a boundary start too rest inwards command of your ain torso every bit best you lot can.
Seeking to discovery the natural ways that experience instinctively correct for me at this moment, I trust every bit ever inwards the invisible helpers along the way. Thank God that at that spot are thus many like-minded people doing much the same too yesteryear the graces nosotros are drawn together to brand things better. Slowly but for certain the portals seem to live opening wider too I am thus grateful to yet live live too kicking too allowed access to this realm of magical living.
…………..And justice what – yesterday I arrived dorsum from ii days inwards Yorkshire where I had all my mercury fillings removed painlessly too holistically yesteryear yet unopen to other grand soul! More on that inwards the side yesteryear side blog…..with a flake of luck I tin sack post service this earlier September clicks in! Keep the faith dearest ones too larn out no rock unturned…..YOUR HEALTH IS YOUR GREATEST TREASURE!